Warning: Contains spoilers.
So I was really quite pleased about my third row seat tonight, right up until Goliath sat down in front of me…! The Orchard has a decent rake too and even that wasn’t enough to stop him very much getting in my way. It was even worse when he stood up at the end, but it was still better than being far away or worse, not being able to see Sam for whole sections of the show, so who’s complaining?! And it’s not like I missed the best (non-trouser related) thing to happen so far this run…
Picture the scene, we’re in the Mayor’s office, Hertz is doing his thing and goes to lean arrogantly against the desk as usual… Only the desk was evidently not where Vas was expecting it to be and he missed it completely. I mean, I shouldn’t laugh, because he ended up flat on the floor and it looked rather painful, but holy f*** it was the funniest f***ing thing…! I was in tears I was laughing so hard and the cast didn’t fare much better. Every time I thought they’d reined it in, one or more of them would corpse again and Vas in particular really struggled to keep it together. It was nothing short of magnificent! [Edit: I was still laughing uncontrollably when writing this up several days after the event… Sorry, Vas!]. And just in case that wasn’t enough, Kevin referenced it too, at the start of the eminent domain scene. He started with ‘you can’t just walk in here’ as usual, but then added ‘and anyway, you keep falling over’! It was beautiful!
And speaking of beautiful… Sam :P. A while back I noticed that he’d taken to fluffling Josh when he’s standing on the flight case in Wanted and tonight he did it to Ryan too. Only Ryan is a lot fluffier than Josh, something Stacee obviously picked up on because Sam muttered ‘curly hair’ after he did it. It seemed to give him a taste for it too, because when he left the restroom after I Wanna Know What Love Is, he fluffled Ryan again (instead of Saran, as she wasn’t there). I do love a good fluffle, even if it’s only vicarious.
Anyway, back to the flight case and Stacee’s first proper interaction with Sherrie. He always leans right into her at the beginning and today Sam also added a crude finger-through-a-hole movement right by her face. I’ve not noticed him doing that before, but it seemed to be a bit of a theme, because he wasn’t the only one. I got a bit distracted at one point by Ryan and Bobby, because they seemed to be having a sort of one-upmanship contest through posing and mime. There was a lot of muscle flexing (which sadly couldn’t be appropriately appreciated thanks to their puffy roadie jackets), but Ryan also did the finger-through-a-hole move. Of course, as I’ve told you before, when Bobby does something, he fully commits, so he copied Ryan’s move and then put his whole fist through… At times this production is pure filth, I love it :P.
On which note; I’m not sure if it was just my imagination, but Sam seemed extra touchy feely with Danielle in the restroom scene this evening. I don’t think there was anything specific that I can pinpoint, it was just a vibe, but it worked for me! As for Heat Of The Moment however, that was just off the scale. For one thing, Sam kept trying to tuck money into Danielle’s clothing and he’d obviously planned it because he kept retrieving more bills from his pocket! He wasn’t overly successful in his attempts but he did manage to get one into the waistband of her garter belt and another under one of the ropes across the top of her chest. Towards the end of the scene, she took her second bra off (the fancy red & black one she wears over the top) and I wasn’t really sure where she was going with that. Sam was kneeling on the floor at the time and happened to have his hands behind his back, so for half a second I entertained the possibility she was going to use it to tie him up. Obviously she didn’t, but it was a nice thought :P. I mean, I’m sure Stacee wouldn’t have minded…!
After Luke ran off and Danielle made to go after him, Sam grabbed hold of her ankle to stop her from leaving. I actually much prefer it when he physically restrains her, because it explains why she doesn’t just walk out then and there. Stacee is no longer her focus and I don’t really think words would be enough to swing her attention back to him at that point. Anyway, tonight he effectively stopped her in her tracks and once she’s halted he then took the opportunity to walk his fingers up her back (which I’ve seen him do before, without the preceding grab). I’m not sure which part of it was the final straw today, but Danielle really emphasised every part of ‘you asshole’ before she punched him, so it came across as though Sherrie was particularly mad at him.
So I have a bit more to say about Danielle in general, but before I get there I wanted to add a few things I couldn’t work out how to fit in to the rest of the post. First off; Stacee has started falling asleep on Dennis’ shoulder after his shenanigans in the restroom. Stacee tells Dennis to get rid of Sherrie, leans against him and just sorta passes out…! Kevin ends up prodding him to wake him up for the show, at which point Sam goes seamlessly into his ‘make some dreams happen’ speech and the whole thing works really well. Also, Rhiannon has a shiny new clipboard and I couldn’t help wondering if someone had to run out to the shops between shows to pick her up a replacement! The new one appears to be made of black plastic rather than the hardboard one she used to have and I imagine it’s a bit more durable, but even so, she opted not to bang it this evening! Finally, I’m not sure I’ve mentioned the ensemble curtain call before, but it’s always fun. They each have their own little thing they do for their solo bows, starting with Paris who does a flip. Ryan was up next in Josh’s spot and he made me giggle when he moved his hands as if he was going to do a flip too before doing something a bit more low key. Unfortunately I couldn’t see Bobby, thanks to Goliath, but he always makes me laugh. He changes it up quite a lot so I’m never sure what he’s going to come out with, but whatever he does, he’s always sassy as f*** and it’s brilliant!
So, Danielle… I can’t believe we’re saying goodbye to her already and it sucks. I’m sure I’ve mentioned plenty of times before how much I’ve adored watching her, but it’s always worth saying again. She’s wonderful both on and off stage and she will be very much missed. So much so that I might actually have to go and see her in panto. And she’s a girl! I mean that alone should speak volumes to anyone who knows me well! I nearly cried on at least three occasions this evening and there was something about the way she sang a few lines (at the start of Here I Go Again and another song later on) that really caught at my emotions. I’m not even sure what was different, but I thought she sounded even more amazing as a result.
Of course she had to go out on a high and she made one hell of an entrance for her bow. Luke came on as usual, but obviously didn’t know what she was up to because he seemed rather confused to find himself alone centre stage, then from the stage left wings came Danielle, driving her little tractor, drinking her slurpee and wearing some bright green guitar shaped sunglasses. She also had a bobbed wig on over the top of her hair, but I didn’t spot that detail until she stood up. It was really quite glorious! Anyway, she then took her bow and Adam gave her a bouquet of flowers and that may have been one of the times I nearly cried. I am really gonna miss that girl :(.
So stage door was a long one because, as several people warned us on their way out, Danielle was having a bit of a party, but the last train was pretty late, so I stuck it out til (nearly) the bitter end. On the plus there were a couple of other people waiting (the Danielle fan from earlier and a guy from the Netherlands) so I wasn’t on my own and the cast mostly left in dribs and drabs, so every so often there was someone new to talk to. Anyway, despite having been on, Ryan was still first out and looked like he was in a rush, so I didn’t like to delay him, but when I checked he assured me he was fine to sign my poster (even though he had a train to catch). So it is now boy complete, woo! He also mentioned that he’d spotted me in the audience, so I giddily told him how good it was to finally see him in stage!
I exchanged greetings with most of the cast as they left, even though I didn’t converse with all of them. Paris asked the three of us at stage door when we were in next, so I told her I’d see her in Sheffield. She added that Berlin was a bit far, but I admitted that I’ll be there too… I might be wrong about this, but I think I might be getting a reputation as a ‘Crazy’ again… Oops?! On which note, when Kevin was leaving he stopped outside Danielle’s dressing room to shout things through the window like an overexcited fanboy. It was really rather funny and I totally don’t do that, so I didn’t feel like he was making fun of me so it was fiiiiine… :P. Anyway, when Vas appeared I managed to check he was ok without laughing too much and he told me he was going home to ice his hip, poor thing! Later when I saw Andy, he told me he hadn’t even seen it, he just turned round to find Vas rolling around on the floor! I really do feel for him though and I hope he’s not too battered. Still, if it’s any consolation, it genuinely made my weekend!
So I had another lovely chat with Lucas when he popped out for a pre-departure cigarette. He was worried about last trains, so I assured him I’d checked and there were plenty, then went off on one about places where they don’t run their last trains on a Saturday night… Such as that time I went to Aylesbury for Millie and had to leave before the curtain call. We also talked about Danielle’s epic final entrance. He said he didn’t know what she was going to do, but for health and safety reasons, he had been warned she was going to do something. That then reminded me about his knee, so I checked on him. He assured me he was fine and it looked much worse than it was. Apparently it was just a friction burn from crawling around on the stage, but because it was bleeding, he had to cover it and since a plaster wouldn’t stick to his hairy legs, he had to bandage it. He was rather chuffed I’d noticed, I think.
I had a nice long chat with Alex too, which was particularly lovely as I hadn’t really expected him to stop for more than a quick greeting. It had got quite late by then and I’d obviously been there a while, so he asked if I was cold. Somewhat surprisingly, it wasn’t too bad, so I assured him I had enough layers on to keep me warm! I can’t quite recall where the conversation went from there, but I know I ended up telling him that I’d booked loads of tickets for this year to make the most of Sam before he leaves. I also explained that I still need to work out next year because I got carried away with this year and therefore hardly have anything booked so far. We also talked about Danielle leaving and how easy it is to get attached in such a short time. I admitted that I nearly cried tonight, even though I hadn’t really expected to get so emotional over it. Although to be fair, I also wasn’t expecting to get giddy over chatting to Alex, but I was all beamy after he left. He’s just so frickin’ cute, I absolutely adore him.
Anyway, I kinda forgot that the band always take forever on the last night in a venue, so after Sam and Danielle left, I gave up and went home, but I did see Drew, so at least I managed to add him to the poster collection. It was only when I was looking for a spot for him to sign though that I realised quite how low on space I am and there are still a fair few people missing… Maybe it’s not such a bad thing that Sam signed over one of the photos! And speaking of Sam… He and Danielle didn’t appear til 11ish, so I was hanging around for a while, but I wasn’t in a rush and at least I got to see them. I’m apparently now on hugging terms with Danielle now too, so that was fun. There was much hugging this evening in fact and I got hello and goodbye hugs from both of them. Although Danielle had her arms full of flowers and gifts and a helium balloon in the shape of a palm tree, so she wasn’t all that easy to hug…! Anyway, I ended up hanging around with Sam while she was talking to the other fans who’d been waiting (aside from a brief interlude when he jumped in for a photo with one of them), only we kinda didn’t say much at first and it was a bit awkward… But at the same time it wasn’t because we were kinda both just stood together waiting for her… Except more than half of the reason I was still there was because I was waiting for him… Sigh. Fortunately the awkward didn’t last long and the conversation sorted itself out eventually.
He asked how many times I’d been in this week so I told him four, after which he asked how many times I’m seeing the show in Sheffield, so I told him four again…! He commented that there’s generally a better crowd at the weekend, which I agreed with and then explained how I’d realised I could do the double on Friday with just a half day off, so it would have been rude not to come. I also told him how excited I am about seeing Josh as Drew, so he pointed out I’ll get to see Jodie too as she’ll be on by then. Of course, that’s true, but I’ve got the rest of the run to see Jodie, so it’s not quite as exciting in the same way… I hinted at that point without actually saying it by adding that I love understudy shows. I also mentioned that I’d only seen Ryan on stage for the first time today, so he commented that it was my first time seeing Sinead too… which to be fair is a very good point and I’d kinda forgotten… I really don’t pay attention to girls do I…?! Although on that note, he asked if I’d noticed all the differences in Hate Myself For Loving You (which is what he called it, which amused me, because I call it Heat Of The Moment, because that’s his bit… but anyway). I told him I’d seen a few, although at the time I’d already forgotten some of the things I’d noted down and could only recall his thing with the money. Still, whilst I obviously caught a few things that they’d changed up, he left me wondering if there was anything else I missed?! But I guess I’ll never know…
When Danielle was done talking to the others, I spoke to her for a bit too, or rather, I gushed at her for a bit. I told her how great she is, how much I’ve enjoyed watching her and how much I’ll miss her. By the end I felt a bit like Sherrie talking to Stacee…! I mean, what I actually said was ‘you’ve been amazing’, but it wasn’t too far off! Anyway, she kept saying how much she’s loved it, so I pointed out that you could tell and that’s a truly wonderful thing. I’ve always said that in most cases when I really fall for a show, the company tends to love it just as much as I do and that’s what makes it truly special.
Anyway, they headed off eventually and I finally headed home. I had a brilliant day and I was still pretty giddy by the time I got back, but all that said, it sucks having to start the goodbyes this early. Because it feels like we’ve only just started and yet it’s reminding me of the far bigger goodbyes to come. I don’t just mean Sam either, because the trouble is, I’ve said goodbye to too many shows now to be able to forget how it feels at the end. From the moment I realise ‘this is home’, there’s a little voice in my head that replies with ‘yes, but for how long?’. To be fair, I’m still pretty good at squashing that voice into a corner and I don’t think it really gets in the way of my happiness, but it’s always there and with every goodbye it gets a little bit louder… And I’ve only got two more weeks of Sam. Waaaaaah!
Peace, love and holding on,
K xx
PS. I’m still getting a fairly consistent number of hits on these posts and I’m also still a tad confused over where or rather who they’re coming from, especially since there are significantly more of them than I’d ever have expected to get on a regular basis. Not that I’m complaining, obviously. I love that people apparently want to read my ramblings and it also validates the amount of time and effort I have to put in to get these published, so that is very much appreciated too. And at least everyone still seems to be talking to me, so if any of my readers ARE in the company, apparently I’ve not got myself into too much trouble (yet).
PPS. On which note… No one attacked Sam’s trousers between shows. Sad times.